drd69

I can feel it rising like steam I am about to blow The rage is back Again I try to breathe To center myself No use Out of my control It comes in waves I am like the sea calm for the moment Till the wind blows and stirs me up Why are you able to do this to me? I give you all of me And you take every bit You are full and satiated I am angry craving more I carry a longing to be important To be everything My dreams are tucked away You never ask about them anymore Why can’t you see what is happening I sit here drowning in hurt feelings You sit by me … indifferent.

What else is there in the world that can     save you when you've decided to sleep in the     curled petals of giant irises and sup upon     the deadly pollen than a hand stuck into     your body and yanking upon your heart. Tell me what else there is in the world that     can bring you out of the most calming     dream then the person you love calling you     back to a world full of hurt and     nightmares. If he hadn't called me back, I     could have lived in that dream eternally.     If I didn't have him to catch my nightmares     in his twinkling eyes and infectious smile, I     would have stayed in my dreams.